I really love and miss u mama and this time I truly want to be clean. Ive. Never been so frozen In fear and terrified to fight and do whatever it takes to protect myself from the person Ive become amd trust that I won't be trapped and kept enslave by me I really want to win but I'm so scared of who I am and what I'll do to keep me from being free because I've been replaced by a monster stronger meaner and fights for dope she don't live for nothing.else and I'm so weak hurt sad and lost shes got more of a chance to win. Cause I have more to lose the. Her and it kills me to have to get back up to try again and she wins. I'm so scared to lose it's all I have I want to win it's so scary it literally makes.. me sick
That's a small part of the conversation I had with my daughter last night. Can someone please tell me what to do?